"XXX said I have bottom tendencies, but I prefer to think myself as a sentimental top."

WAHAHAHAHA JOKES!

That aside, I'm so pissed off when I think what happened to IAN and the public toilet incident, in which his telephone number, name and rude remarks were written on the toilet door.

READ: It's such a WICKED thing to do.

I happened to see a couple of malicious acts in the toilets - instantly HORRIFIED.

Oh and I noticed bigblackhairy's LJ has been suspended. Good riddance to that disgusting person, who's so free to terrorize his OWN FRIENDS. Just new to the circle doesnt mean you can remain an anonymous pussy. and to think he's related to sluttyass and hyperfantasies. Good Grief.

I refer to sluttyasspost which allegedly wrote that me and him had a sex tryst. What that is so unbelievable is that he alleged that we met and I overpowered him and forced him to suck me. Hello honey, I am decked in designer wear from head to toe, it is way unbelievable that I will force you to blow me. I am such a bottom and if i managed to perform dominatrix moves on you then I am sorry that you are such a pussy. hahhahaha.

 If it's in your utmost deepest fantasy to do it with me I am sorry to say that i will never be a top. You can top me though if you want. hahahaha. i'd love that force suck thing that u fantasized. Any takers? 

And thank you, I AM handsome. hahahah.

GOSH! Finally saw hyperfantasies real life. heeeee he looks cute but the pic here doesn't do him justice!

ooh been a few days since i last posted here. been so busy lately with soo many outings with straight and gay friends alike. am soo completely exhausted, ever since exams were over. am at home right now, after going out everyday, i feel suddenly at a loss. for the first time i feel like there is no sense of purpose. No gay cuties at NUS Arts faculty to ogle at(hehehe i m in Arts) , and no more hot engineering guys (mostly straight), to lust over. Suddenly i feel like i sooo miss school. Hope the next school term will be filled with fond and wet memories.

I looked through my diary and my digicam, suddenly i saw one pic that i almost forgot. For a few days last sch term, i lusted over this hot hot guy who's a model in my sch. one time i managed to snap a pic of him from his back. sooo cute. rumour has it he's also gay. wonders if he's still available. hahahaha.



See how hot he looks in sleeveless. Even his non-muscular arms look hot!!



cute cute cute. that's his ad.

ok that is one of the MANY cuties that i go dreamy over and sigh......
some are even kind enough to give me the wildest ride of my life. oooh and thanks to the many cuties who pop by my LJ and leaving comments. hehehe.

I just rented Sweet November and after watching it, it just striked a chord in me and i drenched in tears. The show was soo touching. I mean this girl ( Charlize Theron) is on the verge of death and she goes switching partners every month (sounds a bit like me, HAHAHA) and show him the way to true love, and after that she will cut them off completely. I mean what completely hits me is the fact that despite her heart being cold and all, after she knows that she will die anyways, she finally found love with the HOT keanu reeves.

Says who I don't bliv in love? I used to. THis goes to that annonymous commentor that anyhow make me sound like as if i m someone so immoral and like I am a cold hearted slut who uses men to my fancy.

When i was at a tender age of 18 in JC, I got myself attached to this guy in NS. He was in guards unit. Things really got on well with him and i even lost my Virginity to him. He's so cute, smart, hot hot muscular with surfboard abs, and going into uni soon. Then suddenly after a while he decided that he will not go out with me anymore, without even telling me why. I was DUMPED. Later i found out from people in the pink community that he was dating me and at the same time, someone else. I felt so cheated that I was his SCANDAL. and he took the one thing that I could have given to someone else who was not a two faced cheating fuck, my virginity.

So life moved on and i decided to stay clear of any type of relationship, sexual or non sexual. THat was until Mr 28 year old banker came into my life. I met him while i was at cali gym 2 years ago while in NS. He was really the type of man that u can depend on to sail away with in life. Sex was magnificent, if not heavenly. (hence why i concluded older men know their tools!) Things went on so well that he asked me to move in with him. But i was still under my parents care and need them to pay for my university so he gave me keys to his apartment.

I dropped by often and even stayed over on many days. We were sooooo lovey dovey, I even lied on his shoulder in cinema, not bothered by the stares i got from other patrons. Oooh and i loved it when he smiled at me each time he gets to put his hand round my shoulder when we take bus rides. He is soo romantic that he will leave his Volkswagen Beetle at his condo so that he can interact more with me by taking the bus. and when he means interact it's "tee hee".

That fateful december last year, my parents decided to like bring us to malaysia for a short holiday. However we had to cancel it last minute cos my dad had to like host a client from the states and it was such and important thing. Hence on that day that we were supposed to holiday i was bored and had nothing to do, i dropped by MR banker's house. I used the key he gave me, opened the door. I saw a pair of shoes that i never saw him own before just by the door. I heard moanings. Wait, make that ORGASMIC moans. I rushed to his room.

TO MY HORROR, there was MR lovey dovey banker with his dick stuck in some bitch's ass. And they looked real pleased and enjoying themselves. Without any word said, I threw the key at Mr banker's face and ran out, with him from the room screaming, "Look it's not what it seems, come back!"

Typical men. They cheat, they lie and they will never admit to you in the face. Even when they are caught fucking someone else in your face. So tell me dear anonymous commentor, if you were in my position what would you have done? monogamy? relationships? It's obsolete in my life. Sorry if you think my heart is cold or blah bla bla. I have this bit of me yearning to want to love. But it will only warm up when someone really true cums by. Till then you can take that dildo and shove it up your your pathetic single, sexless ass and life. Cos i know i am going to enjoy myself only till I decide to settle down

This morning i decided to go for a nice run around the park that is like a bit of a distance away from my house. Naturally i decided to go there to check hotties out. OOOH too bad NOBODY was there jogging. GOD it's 8 am and there is no hot healthy office guy who runs before work. SHEESH. Came back and felt soo horny from the testosterone boost, hence decided that i shall go shopping to calm self down. Either that or i will end up touching myself. TEE HEE.

I wonder why but i ended up at raffles city shopping mall to shop. Maybe the testosterone's driving me there. HAHAHA. I walked around and before u know it, it was already 5pm and many hot executive guys are outta work. OMG. Was walking around giving the innocent uni school boy look in my bright yellow tee. OMG one hot executive in his TIGHT baby blue office wear sporting crew cut (HOT HOT HOT sporty type) glanced at ME. I looked back and smiled. I decided to cock tease him a bit and walked away slowly and he FOLLOWED. GOSH. My heart raced faster and my nether region's burning with desire. Then suddenly i decided that maybe i shouldnt be that CHEAP. He walked faster and came nearer. I was scared so i quickly walked away.

Then i went home. Too much pressure on me. Was wondering if i m too cheap of a slut. THen i felt bad that i could've scored with him. HE WAS SO CUTE. Will probably bang me good! HIS BICEPS, HIS MUSCLES. GOD. His square jawed alpha male look. GORGEOUS. Then out of frustration i decided to give myself a treat. I pulled the curtains and said hello to my right hand.

Hi to everyone! great to see ppl i added responding to me. I am new to this Livejournal and hope to make many new friends. If i added you i

A)either find your LJ interesting
B)Find you real hot and shaggable

Do add me as your friend k? Love ya lots.
XOXO

OOOH look at the time! 01:02:03 04/05/06. Great that i decided to finally open an LJ account today!

Anyways I love Paris Hilton and Britney. I love men 25 and above too. I dunno why. I can't bliv my gay biatch friends laugh at me for lusting over ppl whom they call UNCLE. Hello these men know their dicks better than any of u combined and will keep u cumming for more. They're so much more Sexperienced. Everywhere i turn and look at matured men, i always imagined jumping on him that instant and ask to be humped. Mature men = Richard Gere look-alikes. I make such a great accessory to mature men. My flawless chemical peeled complexion, my great charm and brains (I didn't end up in NUS for nothing!) I hope to find a nice matured man for me soon!

And I m beginning to love this LJ, a place where i can just do a tell all. Loves it!

Baboosh! I love all things Avant Garde and all things HUGE, not small. I love muscle marys and I am good at doing under table services. In this life, I don't belive in getting attached. I believe in sleeping around. In the queer world honeys, there aint such a thing as long term relationship. Long term fuck buddies, yes. Multiple partners, yes. Rubber sheath protection, yes. That coupled with yearly visit to clinic to get tested for STDs. This is my life. Sorry i'm not a virgin, sorry i am a slut, sorry i am a brandwhore. This is me. Baboosh!